Love and Hate With Sandy Cigarette

Ul beam Surrounded by people of faith most of life God African american Southern Keeping my faith during testiomate I must question but This is so safe Keeping during war makes you question I look to the light  But going so wrong But youll make everything right. Will you? Im fearless with u I will attempt to love nomatter Chance said he met kanye cant fail He has Blond faith  But maybe hes okay To be christian is to love with or without faith FATHER STRECH 1 Water holy water She wet I cheat But i want freedom Must flex For my father Lord Raised no father At least i fuck But i dont really love Water Date rape  Water Holy water Drugs liberation Freedom But you care they dont notis PART 2: Sorry i dint call back Father dint either Bastard Call wife Opposite of liberation At least I did it better But idc if you know Ima be pissed if you dont notice  Whats been up? Well… Mom died in hollywood No thanks to you Broke my jaw Started a carrer Remember Rember I make the shit t...

GPT GONZO Last Time in the House I Grew Up In By: Some Ghost with a Dirty Past I slammed the front door harder than I meant to. The sound echoed through the bones of the house like a gunshot in a mausoleum. This was it—the last stand, the final goodbye, the end of the end . My childhood home. The place that birthed my traumas, taught me how to curse, and raised me on leftover pizza and Cartoon Network. Now the walls were stripped bare, the old couch was in the driveway like some executed prisoner, and my room—the warzone of posters, dust, and adolescent shame—was empty, silent, too clean . I took a deep breath of rotting carpet, paint thinner, and ghosts . Everything smelled like memory and mildew. “This is where I punched my brother in the face,” I told the empty hallway, hoping the drywall still remembered. “Right here. Over a Hot Pocket.” The hallway didn’t answer. Coward. I found myself wandering to the kitchen—the nuclear core of the whole operation. How many arguments had we had...

By thursday i was ready. Regardless of the jitters I needed to get out of the prison that was this home.  Im not sure what constitutes a home but this is not one; I needed to write. Just do some work. I often work and have my best ideas then. I gathered my pen and notebook. Gathered while on tip toes A home not I put everything in place and sat on the chair that must have been solely for decoration and not the ass of anyone who had a desire to get conforatble. Worse then being at a guests house. At theset there I offer to do the dishes as a well mannered man should and am reward with grace in the abode. I was all but set up when I released I canot turn on a light. No light in a home that is mine. MY brother once mentioned he could never have a home as he does not have the natural subtlety to have different lights on as if to scare robbers away during holiday. I decided to creep out. The hallway was my only escape for a sit to have upright with decent light and the ability to make m...